Home sick

I am really home. sick. in my 2nd country. Almost a year now, and I'm missing home and family so bad. Maybe I need to get out more and be friendly, meet new friends. but the thing is, I don't get out that much, I'm also not a friendly person. I am good but I think I'm not social. Maybe it's time to change that. but I'll have to see my family first. I have to see my first home again before I can say I am home.